we cannot do 2 things at one time, same goes for relationship. we cannot have 2 relationship at any one time because we can only concentrate on one. since how that I have choose my relationship with God, I should give up my girlfriend. well, if I know that she is not the one that I'm going to be with forever what for wasting my time and my feeling into an relationship.
I can save my youth to worship God. God will know what is best for me, thus I trust God and I wait the best. what is mine is mine, it's going to be there forever no one can take it away even I die. so if she is going to be mine, its will be mine. its is not going to go away. thus I have made this decision that I going to let me wait for me till the time best.
I'm going to spent the rest of my youth with God because I know that when I trust him, he will give me what ever is best. Why rush into things when the time have not come. When the time come, God will give me what he think is best for me. God have already have a plan of my life done up, thus we can fully surrender our life to God.
Dear Lord, I apologies for not concentrating on my relationship with you. And that from now on that I will only have relationship with you alone for that I know that you have good plan of my life and as long as we put our trust in you that you will give us what is best for us. I also want to thank you for asking David to remind me only to concentrate on a relationship and that fully put my trust in you. And also that why rush into things when the time have not come. Thus I would wait for your signal when the time and best have come. Lastly, I also want to pray for my friends who are taking N level this year that they will concentrate on their studies and that they will have less stress. I pray all these in Jesus' name. Amen.
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